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[11 Jan 2004|08:57pm] |
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whoa, i really think my house is haunted. the tv just turned on by itself and the volume was all the way up. it scared me. but anyways, this weekend was fun:] i hung out with joel, shawn, ryan, andy, dana, and eric on friday. and sam and all of them on saturday. and stayed at sams on saturday, and got home today. and that was my weekend. um, i will write when something interesting happens in my life.
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| im not afraid of happy endings, i'm just afraid my life won't work that way. |
[09 Jan 2004|11:14pm] |
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um, well i got back from shawn's at 10:00
i seriously can honestly say i hate someone for the VERY FIRST TIME, and yes that would be andy. he seriously like i don't know, beat me? he was pushing me and grabbing my wrists, and kicking and hitting me but not in the face. and not to mention that he was yelling at me. err, i hate him..i really do! :[ i don't know what to do about it, so okay..maybe its not a big deal i don't know, no one has ever dont that do me before and it scared me, alot. i didn't show it though. i yelled back and threw a phone at his head. and it was all over becaus ei was on the phone with sam, and he wanted to call sarah, but it was really important that i talked to sam about something. i understand that we were both drunk, but who the fuck does that to a girl when they are a guy?? no one that i know of. i have a lot more respect for dana, and joel now. they helped me. and ah, being around joel and someone else..didn't help very much, cause every time i look at joel, it's like wow, i'm not over him at all, even though i tell myself that i am. :/ ahh, what to do?..i hate this all. i'm afraid of andy, really i am..i talked to sam about it, she has no repsect for him either, he will be dead tomorrow;] grr! fucking beater:] sorry you all had to read that, but i wanted to get it all out. :/
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[29 Dec 2003|11:55pm] |
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Ten Bands that rock your socks
1. From Autumn To Ashes
2. Something Corporate
3. Taking Back Sunday
4. 3 Doors Down (only some songs!)
5. Dashboard Confessional
6. The Ataris
7. Saves The Day
8. Staind
9. All American Rejects
10. The Get Up Kids
Nine Things You're Looking Forward To:
1. New Years;]
2. Getting out of high school
3. Going To Maine
4. Moving out
5. Getting out of Oswego
6. Getting a tattoo
7. Falling in love
8. Going to college
9. Getting a Job
Eight Things You Wear Daily
1. shirt
2. pants
3. bracelets
4. rainbow neckalce
5. sneakers
6. underwear
7. socks
8. belt
Seven Things That Annoy You
1. CHEERLEADERS:x (except for gayle and jessie, i <3 them!)
2. when people chew loud.
3. people who judge others based on stupid shit
4. stuck up people
5. sluts
6. bitches
7. girls who dress like Skanks
Six Things You Touch Every Day
1. my cat
2. keyboard
3. my clothes
4. my hair
5. my shoes
6. makeup
Five Things You Do Every Day
1. talk on the phone
2. get on the computer
3. shower
4. get dressed
5. fight with my mom or sister
Four People You'd Want to Spend More Time With
1. Danielle
2. Kimberly
3. Megan(we never hang out anymore!:[)
4. Joel
Three Movies You Could Watch Over and Over
1. Fifteen and Pregnant
2. "O"
3. Legally Blonde
Two Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1. Theres No "I" In Team
2. I Won't Spend Another Night Alone
One Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
1. Uh. Joel..:/
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[29 Dec 2003|01:12am] |
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well i went shopping at the mall on friday:] of course, i got TONS of new clothes;] then sam came over<3 i love her, she's my best friend, we go together like peanut butter and jelly:* ha. hmm..treehugger valley:] wow, it was fun let me tell you:] then i stayed at her house on saturday that was fun too! staying up till 7 in the morning;] just talking about stupid shit, fun times. and now im bored:] i'm going to the mall with sam today:] and then i don't know what else. hmm, i think im gonan go watch Freaky Friday with my sister, and go to bed:] have a wonderful night!:]
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| merry christmas!!:D |
[25 Dec 2003|03:05pm] |
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yayyy! it's christmas!:D:D:D:D even though it doesn't seem like it. but it is:D MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! hm, i'm really bored and happy at the same time:] i want sam to come over after her family leaves! but i want to hang out with shawny too..and they are fighting, and SAM established it;] ha!:x for christmas, i got EVERYTHING i wanted!:D taking back sunday cd (tell all your friends), i love it..i actually like EVERY song on it:D um a "lil dickies" bag( black one) cell phone, 100 dollar gift certificate to the mall, DVD player, DVD's, makeup, clothes, stuff for my room, a bracelet, TONS of stuff in my stocking, hmm..money, and lots of other things:D
New Year's Resolutions
1. lose weight:x
2. get better grades
3. stop biting my nails DAMNIT!
4. get a GOOD boyfriend?:x i know it's stupid;]
hah, i won't do any of that but i'm going to try, realllll hard!:D
well i'm going to go and, do nothing:D
MERRY CHRISTMAS!:D:D:D:D:D:D
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[22 Dec 2003|09:51pm] |
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yay, my new layout is done!:] thanks to Ashley at the cheapxfucks community<3
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[22 Dec 2003|05:50pm] |
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wow, what a night i'm going to have! hah yeah right. fuck this shit! i'm soo fucking pissed off right now, it's not even funny! i was supposed to go and hang out with sam, shawn, and chris. after i was done fucking bbaysitting. but do you think that could happen?:] no of course not, because fucking shan can;t call me back! >:O err, so fuck all of them, cept for sam:] even though she was supposed to be home when i called her! errr, i fucking hate this! what a fucking vacation, i'd rather be in fucking school. goodbye!
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| stolen from megan<3 |
[20 Dec 2003|07:29pm] |
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yeah, i was bored!:x
1) Using band names, spell out your name
s aves the day
a cross five aprils
r ise against (ew, that reminds me of jay:x)
a ll american rejects
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? No.
3) What song makes you cry? none
4) What song makes you happy? no songs really make ne happy.
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? The Ataris
PT. II
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: not sure.
HAIR COLOR: brownish blonde
SKIN COLOR: white
EYE COLOR: blue
PIERCINGS: belly button and ears
TATTOOS: no, but i want one.
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: my aero jeans.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: bad case of broken heart by the ataris
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: nothing, i didn't eat today
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: shitty, what else did you expect?
HOW ARE YOU? okay.
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: sometimes.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yeah..biting my nails
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: sometimes.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yeah when my mom lets me in the cemetary!
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: full house! or room raiders
CONDITIONER: garnier fructis (spelling?)
BOOK: Go Ask Alice or Beauty Queen.
MAGAZINE: Seventeen
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Orange Juice or Water.
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: ah, whatever.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Hang out with friends, when i have any!
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: The Ataris and Dashboard Confessional
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: uh, taking Sam's dad's truck?
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Of course.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: can't say that i have.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Haha yeah, who hasn't?
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: ew, no
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: not the whole day, but classes yeah.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: in thje bath once.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: maybe in kindergarten.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: nope don;t have one
GIRLFRIEND: yeha, sam;]. judt kidding!
SEXUALITY: Straight.
CHILDREN: i dont have any.
CURRENT CRUSH: hm..joel.
BEEN IN LOVE?: not sure..
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yeah..still trying.
BEEN HURT?: for sure.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: breaking up with him the first time.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: ew no.
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Nope.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: uh, not sure.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: PURPLE!
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: my friends
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: SAMANTHA, or Danielle.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: oh I'm not sure.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Sam, Tara, Kim, Danielle, Shawn.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: be with friends, have fun.
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: today, i got beat by my sister.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: not sure.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: i never check it.
THING YOU PURCHASED: lip gloss?
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: A Very Brady Christmas (shoot me!:])
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: hah, i don;t even remember.
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: WRONG.
TEENAGE SMOKING: whatever, do it if yah want..don't judge if you don't.
SPICE GIRLS: eh, i don't like them personally..but if you do, whatever.
DREAMS: I LOVE dreams, it's like a time to escape:p
wow, that was kinda long. okay so, so far this break..i went to tar bears for the night with sam. oh that was some fun;] we walked to coffee connection, it was fun on the way there *cheer gerlZzZ* hah, you should have been there;] we got there and chris, shawn, andy, and joel were there. allie, cate and stephanie were too. we hung out for like an hour, and left. then we got back to tar's and shawn came over. that was basically it, i don't remember anything else!
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on another note, i've decided that i still do like joel, maybe dana a little. it's just that, nothing will work with dana, he's a whore. there isnt anything else to it! i mean, i'm not saying i have a chance with joel..but hes the one i like. sorry for contradicting myself alot, like my last enrty i wrote it was dana, and now its joel..i know that sounds slutty, but i was never really over joel..i've liked him since august, and i don't think it's changing anytime soon. ah, i know everyone will think im a wicked big whore after reading this, not that many people do..but i guess i was just confused, but now i've figured out how i really feel. ha, so please don;t think i'm a whore or anything! :x
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thats it, have a wonderfull night!:D
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[18 Dec 2003|05:38pm] |
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today was good, i was in the worst mood at the end of the day, for no reason! but i got in a better mood. i stayed after in the library with samantha, tara, and shawn. sam was being weird, usually i know when shes kidding around, but didn't really understand if she was today..it was like that in lunch too. hm, don't knoww! but anyways, she was in a bad mood today, and got mad at shawn (i guess) i got a ride home from shawn, and that was my day. i talked to dana last night, told him that i liked him..and i guess he likes me too, but i don't know if its going anywhere. i hope it will. i actually do like him alot, hes the first person i've liked since joel..that was like 3 months ago. wow, i can't believe i'm actually writing about this, usually i don't want anyone knowing how i feel, but it's only my friends that read this right? yeah. im gonna go eat dinner! good day/night;]
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| a simple whisper of your voice, and i fade away. |
[16 Dec 2003|05:16pm] |
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okay so school was good today, alot of work..but i was in a good mood. detention was boring..*he* wasn't there today:[ hah. so anyways..we got our five week report cards..mine was okay..my mom isnt mad, and i'm not grounded..yayyy! finally. probably because i went up in everything but 2 subjects, global (only cause my teacher is a stupid bitch, mrs. richardson), andd math:x ha thats a whole different story..i hate it anyways, i'm not gonna pass a-2..oh well:] umm well..i hate this..i'm so confused..and i don't want to mention names, and it will be hard not to, so i guess i won't write about it. umm..nothing more to write about.. and i'm tired..so i'll just go and take a nap:]
<3<3<3
thinking of the days, thinking of the ways, thinking of the things to say, i want to be with you, and thats the only way.
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| oh i should hate you, but i just can't replace you in my head.. |
[15 Dec 2003|07:54am] |
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duuhhh :[ we should be having a snoww day now! what the fuck is eastwood thinking, there is like 54689 feet of snow on the road, and we are supposed to get more, stupid fuck! and i have to walk in it all:[ grrr! well i guess i have to get going to school, and to top it all off, detention after!:] whooo hoo!
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| and i don't think that you know what you've been missing..<3 |
[14 Dec 2003|05:30pm] |
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i love snow!! i love it, i love it, i love ittt!:] i hope we have a snow day tomorrow for school! it wouls really make my year! today i made christmas cookies with my mom, and i realized, that christmas is "just around the corner" and i'm realllly excited:] i really cant wait until break and next weekend and everything, i'm ungrounded then;] my mom let ashhh stay last night!:] i was really surprised;] but its only cause "she loves ashley the most" i babysat last night, it wasnt bad..i came home and ash was here. it was funn, we looked up prisoners. ha, ash and her "black boys" yah gott <3 her;] sam called here last night wanting to talk to my mom, i think my mom might let us hang out again!:D:D:D:D yayyy, wow i'm in a real good mood, for like no reason, but its good:] welll, i have tons of homework to do, so i'm going to get going! have a greattt day/nightt:D:D
<3<3
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i just feel like i should update:]..i feel real bad for my sister because, she like lost her best friend, over something stupid..and i guess if she goes back to being friends with her, then one of her other best friends will be mad at her, which is very immature of them. well..my mom went out tonight, and i'm home alone with my sister:] we actually have been getting along very well (well kind of:x) its scarrry!:p well megan helped me figure out my journal<3 i love her:]
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[12 Dec 2003|05:17pm] |
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hm, well..this weekend is going to be boring as usual!:] i'm still grounded, until next weekend! thankkk goddddd:D i'm so happy its snowing i looveee the snow! i think it's just so pretty. oh, and christmas in just THIRTEEN DAYSSSSS! whooo hooooo:D:D:D:D:D anddd, my braces come off WEDNESDAY(hopefully;]) i'll shut up about that just so i don't jinx myself! does anyone like the song "i'll catch you" by the get up kids as much as i doooo?;] its so pretty. hah, i don't even know why i asked that, cause no one comments:] i don't even think anyone reads this!:x wow, i can't wait until next weekend! its gonna be GREAT to get out of the house;] i'm in such a good mood today, for what? no reason. but it feels good for once, better than all that depressed shit (not in a bad way) but i just HATE feeling that way!:[ oh yeah and today is SAMANTHA ALEXINA'S BIRTHDAY for all your fuckers who didn't know;] too baddd i'm grounded and can't party with her!;]ha..yeahhh. well i'm going to go! have a great night:] oh, one more thing..does anyone else like this lyric as much as i doooo?
i'm staring at your picture, and dreaming that i could hold your hand. we'd walk down to the ocean, and i would write your name in the sand.
-the ataris-bad case of broken heart
Happy Birthday Samantha Alexina, I Love You!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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well i kind of got my journal the way i wanted it..color wise and stuff, but does anyone want possibly set up a background picture for me? <3
hmm..today stayed home again:x i think i ap'ed math, but oh well i don't care..i don't feel good at all, but i'm definitley going to school tomorrow i have to! today i just sat around and did nothing:] oh, i talked to tyler on the phone, that was it. i think i'm going to go and do some homework, and get in the showerrr!:] i need one terribly bad!;]
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okay, quick update.
i'm sick..and i have been since friday..yep, bronchitis.
still grounded..and yeah.
but anyways, i was looking at clothes..and why are they so so so expensive..i mean..almost $100 for a sweater?..clothes are so overrated..seriously..what does the name or brand mean anyways?..how much money you have, or what you are going to be "labeled" which is also overrated..i hate it all!:]
agree?
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okay, well i only have 15 minutes left to write..so i will fill yah all in;] i'm grounded forever because samantha and i decided to take her dad's truck..annddd get caught:] yay..so i don't know when i will be ungrounded. danielle is home:] but shes sick now..and to tell you the truth..i dont know if she is fully all better..she worries me. so basically..i have to friends, i'm not allowed to hang out with danielle, or sam as a matter of fact, yep. i would say thats great..no nmore friends for me:] i think its wrong to take away my friends..whats is going to do for me? definitley not "help me" but, eh whatever:] andd..so anyways..my mom will talk to jackie and me her jackie and danielle are going to have a "meeting" to see if we can still hang out:] and yeah. thats it. ashley is coming over after school today..for school work..gay gay gay:]
have a wonderful day, and i will write when i can:]
14 days till my braces come off:D:D and..22 days till christmas:D:D
thats the highlight of my life nowadays;]
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[16 Nov 2003|05:56pm] |
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this weekend was good:] i hung out with sam on friday and saturday. friday we went to shawn's<3 it was fun, we got beat though :/ and his room is adorable;]..came back here at 10:30..hung out with my mother<3 until 12, sam got in the shower..and then we passed out at like 2:] saturday..woke up at 12..got ready around 3..went downtown..ate at nyp..babysat, went to tara's<3 for the night:] hung out with a fag, jon johnson. and went to price chopper and bought food:]..went to her house watched identity, but i fell asleep..it was wicked good too, :[..oh well i will have to rent it..i went home today at like 10..and went and babysat till 4:30..im so tired now:p i really love sam. we have alot to talk about, and shes the only person that i haven't gotten into a fight with:] shes my hero;], i think im gonna go find food. seeing as to how my mom isnt here to make me dinner:[ im starving too! rahh! i'll write tomorrow possibly, we get our report cards:x
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